Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Hiatus Is OVER. (:


So I'm back & better than EVER.
Enough said, So I'm Out! (:


Friday, August 7, 2009

Little Girl,

Little Girl.
With the crushed wings,
Sat there upon the Old Oak Tree..
Tears streaming like a river...
Down her sunkissed skin.

Simply hiding her pain within.

"Little Girl,"
I started to say...
"Where is your family..."
And she simply stared at me.
And then she took my hand.

Simply leading me to her secret Land.

I walked through her Thoughts,
And dove into her Secrets.
Ran through her Mind.
And I soon saw a little girl,
Who wasn't being raised by family.

Simply her own real "mommy".

Feeling abandoned & alone.
No real place to call home.
Left to make big girl decisions.
In a world so cold.
Left feeling so inferior

Simply because that Little Girl, was staring back at me through the mirror.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Crushed Wings.

A mother's duty, is to build character
& teach her child to fly on their own.
Into the real world,
So that that child- may find it's own home.
However, now and days
It's become a burden to some mothers-
to understand "teens will be teens".
But instead they want to get...
More or less, mean.
The pain they cause,
They may not realize...
but in MY body,
a broken heart resides.
She is my queen
& this she KNOWS...
but this anguish & pain,
oh boy, how it grows.
The tears don't change anything...
I can't even rhyme anymore.
I'm so ashamed.
Of the things you do,
& most of all whatchu say...
I'm so tired of apologizing to my friends
and most of all YOU,
for the normal things a teen wants to do.
Depressed for a year, thoughts in my head,
The pain that I've dread has come back again
To win me over, and my strength went with you
to hampton this weekend...
So if you come back, to a child missing.
Just be kissing me goodbye....
Damn, at least I tried. );

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Church Today

So, today was Family & Friends Day at church & it was AMAZING!
I wish church was always like that.
The Spirit was moving (;
thats all. BYE!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Hmm.




& with this pink mohawk-
it looks like it kicked kelis hard!
haha, it's different- but PINK? of all colors.
GET REAL.

WTFF???

Christina && The Dream
So are you freakin kiddin me!??
Christina, you are defff too pretty for THAT!
However, The Dream has good taste... But hers is questionable.
blessings to the new couple.;;

RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY.

So, it's pretty freakin early. & I'm not tired at all.
I'm in North Carolina, laying in the floor next to my godsis- we're bored.
We lost track of time talking about funny stories,
So I can't go to sleep... but anyway. I don't know what to talk about.
Psh... What about Wendy Williams!?
Home girl is freakin hilarious. I love her..
HOW YOU DOIN?
I love her HOT TOPICS portion. I thought she was gone be corny-
but she's an interesting individual.

Yeah. I'm thinking about writing about a book-
And the narrator has an obsessive crush...
Should the book get insane like the movie Obsessed?
OR should I let remain subtle, with cute words describing the passion?
AND should the main character be a guy or girl?

OH! I needa know what I should get done to my nails....
Here are some pics: